Truth from the tower and nightwalks with deer.

Autumn could be warm this year but the summer is still here and this is maybe the longest summer I have ever been through, or at least it seems that way and in many ways will be an unforgettable one. I have been spending lots of time in contemplation, be it sitting in parks, sitting in my garden chair or while taking deep walks into the city night.

I must admit the stress of my current studies has been building, although I have managed to pass these current tutor papers so far, they are not easy and require lots of time to get right. Also I have been going through and experiencing many things about life and especially the life of a good friend of mine. It is a life about truth, hope, positioning, perspective, deer, feathers, horses, design, hearts, multitasking, towers, soulmates, healing and life.

I have been listening to the X Files: Soundtrack, Donnie Darko Soundtrack, Pearl Jam, lots of R.E.M and Live (throwing copper) as well as watching TV shows like Voyager Season 1 and films like Blade Runner, The Straight Story, The Squid and the Whale, The Crow, The Name of the Rose and X Files: I want to Believe. These seem to have played an important part in helping me through lots along with an extraordinarily gifted friend. I also read Jonathan Living Seagull, a book about how the sky is the limit and we can have our dreams, although I wonder sometimes if we really want our dreams to come true for the sake of others. Whatever may happen, t'is what it t'is.